Am I Just Being Silly or What?
There are some things in our life we can’t control, like heartbeats, situations, accidents…these are just some few things, as well as emotions. For some people, they won’t agree with me saying we can’t control emotions, but we can’t. We can control our actions in response to the emotions we feel, but really you can’t stop yourself feeling it. Either you hide it or not, you’re feeling it.
It’s too bad that sometimes you know its silly to feel some stuff like jealousy, shame, fear, and some stuff that make us feel bad. No matter how hard you try, its just there, its making you feel so bad. What do you do when you feel that bad feeling? Most of the time, you hide it. Lots of time you do, because its silly as they say. In reality, I believe it’s not. I believe you feel it for a reason.
I once read something about it, that life is teaching us through experience, and by experiencing it you feel more, you become part of it. You understand better. It is the emotional impact of something that teach us the real value of it. That’s all.
We learn more from emotions, on whether it makes you happy or sad. One thing is for sure, you’ll remember it more than ordinary things that happens in your life. I was really good dealing with emotions, hiding it all in, but I guess I’m getting rusty on that. ‘Can’t handle too much, I’m almost giving up. Is this how life works? Is this balance? I guess so.
Just another thing, this is why life is beautiful. Yet, I keep wishing to Someone up there…I can’t handle more pain as I’ve felt before, I know it made much stronger but I don’t want to go through it all again or even just the feeling of loss and being left behind. Let me experience happiness than grief, because I have had been through a lot of the latter before. Wishing days will be longer than nights. 
I know, yeah, I haven’t been online for a few days… I was travelling to Da Lat. It was a 6hour bus ride from Saigon, and haven’t been able to get WiFi ’til now, and my blog was under renovation a day before the Da Lat trip…Whew! Finally, I got it all in order, blog is back on track, stats are working well, and now I’m posting!!! lol…
temperature around 15 degrees, its quite bizarre for an Asian country, but wait, coming from the Philippines, I shouldn’t forget Da Lat is Philippines’ Baguio counterpart. Freezing for us!!! lol…it’s good to wear jackets, scarves, and beanies again! Geeee, I miss this weather…been more than a year since my last winter from Milan. Vietnam’s romantic city, cool! Well, yeah really cool, cold for
me, yet I love it…hahaha!
Travelling Vietnam is convenient because of the Open Tour System. It is a System where you book your bus ticket from a travel agency (I suggest to find the real Sinh Cafe to avoid scam) that covers all the tourist destination, packages up to 7 town destinations in different price range, depending on the package.
which means, it’s convenient for any travellers to get the cheap guesthouse location or the backpackers area. They usually drop you off in front of their office.
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